black sheep

hey yall its my first time doing this but I actually need to let it out man. my brother died bcs of suicide 3 years ago and duh my life hasnt been the same. but the sad part was he was the only sibling i was close to. I have 1 other sister(sis a) that doesnt care about me and wishes bad stuff on me (she snitches on my parents about stuff that i do ex. i got a violation report and piercings...) when shes mad at me or i dont do something for her. i have another sister(sis b) but shes a half sibling. she actually tries to include me in stuff like in outings when sis a only talks to sis b, sis b includes me. sis b also likes gifting me stuff and shes really sweet. the opposite of my real full sister. ive just been missing my brother and probably we all do but sis a always takes it out on me and im just done.

this rant started because theyre going on a vacation and even tho all 3 of us are free, sis a just wants to be with sis b for the vacation. and im here just like ?? ok?? bruh and shes not even paying for the vacation. my parents are. she just wants. herself and sis b. without. me.

whatever enjoy your stupid vacation. trust when im old enough sure as hell not i am going to include you in anything. fucking bitch ungratefull ahh. but im way nicer than her and thats not gonna happen. shes done way worse stuff to me but i do nothing. younger sister things sigh why r older sisters so bad :(

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anonymous Home June 22, 2025 at 7:34 am 1 0