BITCHY ASS OLDER SISTER

I dont know why the fuck is my older sister such a fucking bitch. Are all older sisters fucking bitches who are always hiding behind a fucking pathetic kind mask towards parents? I have to follow every word she says like wtf?? let me by my own person. I don't want to be living in a fucking dictatorship under her stupid lame ass. She would often use verbal abuse in a mocking manner to mock me and it gets me really mad and upset. My mother once told me that if I have any issues or what so ever, I can tell her. But I told her about what my sis says and my mom ask me why my mental strength is not strong enough to block out my older sister's verbal abuse. I am not allowed to even throw tantrums in the house like throwing things around or screaming to vent my anger out. But if I do so, my parents will scold me, saying that I am giving them more stress. So for me to vent my anger, I just use my fingernails and just poke my thumb skin. Sometimes the skin comes off Abit but I have no other way of venting my anger and it gets me really frustrated not being able to vent out my anger. When my mother sees the damage, she is like omg and etc. She thinks that I need mental help but I do not need any help. I just need someone to restrain the fuck out of the older bitchy ass sister. There i I do not like to share things with my older sister as she uses things in a manner that I DO NOT feel comfortable with. Then she decides not to share her things as well but to the next level. Someone please humble that bitch down. Although her education grades her so great and she has many achievements and my parents tend to praise her more, I am the opposite. Just passing grades and etc. This is the justification my sister uses to verbal abuse me and shits. I honestly don't like this love-hate relationship, like merry go round. One second she treats me nice, the next second she becomes a total bitch. Whenever I am happy, or the mood and vibe is very nice for me, somehow the bitch ruins it and I feel like in 2025 I have been crying everyday at night. Maybe not crying every night but the night doesn't end in satisfaction. The whole morning and maybe afternoon, I feel super happy but this bitch always ruins it. It is as if I can never get happiness. I do not like how the bitch needs to go to third floor the room next to mine to exercise. Like fucking bitch, FUCK OFF LIKE SERIOUSLY. I DO NOT NEED TO SEE YOUR FUCKING DEPRESSING HAPPINESS SNATCHING PRESCENCE I DO NOT KNOW HOW TF SHE EVEN HAS A STABLE RELATIONSHIP WITH HER BF. LIKE FUCKING YALL. I DO NOT WANT TO GO OUT TO EAT FANCY RESTAURANT. I DO NOT LIKE EATING ON THE DOT OF BREAKFAST, LUNCH AND DINNER I WANT TO EAT AT MY OWN TIMES WHENEVER I WANT. LIKE YALL WANNA EAT FANCY, CAN YALL JUST FUCKING EXCLUDE ME. WASTING MY ENERGY WHICH COULD BE USED NOT FOR SOMETHING BETTER. I LOVE SIMPLE LIFE AND FOOD. NOT A PLATE OF SPAGHETTI THAT IS GONNA COST 54 RINGGIT AND ABOVE OML. Continuing, I just feel so out of touch? People in my college look like their family is having a great relationship and etc. They look stable but me I wanna fucking kms not literally. At home, its fucked. But then I have to wear a pretend mask and smile like everything is alright when nothing is alright. 1 of your fucking daughters is more emotionally attacked by ur fucking older daughter.

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Ko Other April 24, 2025 at 12:38 pm 0 0