Best of: Rejections

Randomly thinking about this. A greatest hits if you will of my worst rejections. These are almost all of that type where you get pissed afterward, not even because of what happened, but because you know you can fucking do better. You sometimes laugh.

17. At the grocery store. There was this guy who I had been around from a group and he was working here as a bag boy. He was there and then the cashier. I had a crush on her. Really snotty, snobbish, bitchy shit starter. I remember seeing that shit on her Twitter, as she'd argue with all kinds of people. Reminded me a lot of my Mom, so psycho bitch. I tried to ask how she was doing or something really small at the register, am shot the fuck down despite catching her staring at me when me and my Dad would go in there. So, she shot me down, and this guy I didn't even like or know that well saw. She went on to get married pretty damn early into adulthood, ballooned up, and as far as I know never lost the weight. The guy? He got married and looks kinda like a FTM tranny.

Speaking of trannys. I had a job interview with a really unpassable one once. They reminded me of Chris Chan and the whole "CHRIS-tene Chandler" shit of doing a really bad female voice and just wanting you to say something and toe out of line so they can call you out on it for being a bigot. Seemed to be that really insecure type. The job would have been terrible in every way. Poor paying. Not enough hours to survive. No benefits. Constantly changing schedule. I knew I wasn't about to take it. Even for a teenager this would have been a bad deal. I wasn't a teenager. I was a grown adult who needed a job and one that offered insurance, not poverty wages, part time, with a creepy tranny for a boss. I got a rejection about a week later from that one. Like I said at the start, the shit makes you laugh because you know you're too good for whoever is shooting you down.

Now with online dating. I matched with this short, fat little thing. We exchanged a few messages about TV shows. It wasn't really a good conversation, it was just like wow she was responding as a lot of people on there don't even do that. This was why I tried to ask her out. She gave a short and bitchy reply. Bet anything that little bitch is still single.

There you have it. I didn't end up fucking my life away at a young age like the cashier. Never have or will pretend to be a woman, or act like hot shit for running a dying business. I'm still single, but my standards and self respect have gotten a bit better since the time of that online dating story.

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anonymous Other September 15, 2026 at 7:30 am 0 0