BEING sucks

I don't get this, why is the universe so fucking biased and why is it that all the bitches out there are living their best lives when all they've done all along is be a bitch, treat people incompetently, and make other people's lives miserable, sometimes even a living hell YET they get everything ,they got friends, a healthy relationship, money, fame, fucking everything. I don't believe in universe anymore, I often ask God why does this happen to me and the only answer I get is, "God tests the ones He loves the most" I'm glad that God loves me, I'm happy about the fact that I'll get my reward in the after life but I sometimes want the worldly shine, sometimes I want to do things, like go out at night , and have fun with my friends, I won't get pregnant I swear I won't ever do that not until I get married why can't this universe, and God just let me be just for once please.

I'm tired of living my life being perfect, I too want to commit mistakes, then learn from it instead of getting a silent treatment from my parents I too want to be heard and seen.

I want to get fit, and never be sick (sometimes it's fine but not at this time it's getting outta hands at this point). I don't what exactly is wrong with me but I know that there is something wrong and I want it to get better no matter what cause I'm tired and I want God to heal me

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UNUSUALDUCK Other April 17, 2025 at 2:52 am 1 1