you're kidding me.

If you didn't want us over, you could've just said that. If you were too busy, knew you were going to be busy, AFTER WE PLANNED THIS SHIT AT THE BEGINNING OF THE WEEK, you could've just said no and went on with your life. Instead here I am, awake and packed after trying to give you time, it's now 10:45 pm, I messaged you twice and you're ignoring me. Don't make promises you can't keep, and don't pile up so much on your plate to where you have to pick and choose what you're going to do after already agreeing with one thing. You've done this so many times and I'm starting to get upset about it. Sometimes saying "I'm sorryyyy please don't be mad" will not make me any less upset. At this point, don't even come with us tomorrow. I was doing this so we could hand out with you and spend some time as friends together, but no. You know you don't always have to be near your family right? He's an acception since he's traveled far, but with as much stuff as you've told me about them and what they did, I don't know why you still insist on spending time over there constantly. It's almost 11 now, and yet I was told by 9 or 10 you'd be done. I was also told you were doing an important task today, and instead, you were doing something else at that time when I called you. I am very upset with you. I try to talk to you, I try to listen to you, I make plans with you, but something always comes up, and I'm starting to believe you're avoiding me. Just say you don't want to be friends anymore and move on, I'm sick of wasting my time on people who find me "expendable".

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anonymous Friends March 19, 2025 at 10:53 pm 1 1