Yall bummy

I’m not perfect, I’m barely even a good friend by some standards. So with that being said, why is it when I do fuck up and take accountability by bettering myself, it seems you cannot do the same?
Maybe I’m thinking too much into it but why is it that my effort for our friendship doesn’t even seem to get recognised? That was rhetorical. It’s because my friend group and friendships have a hierarchy, and as much as I like them individually, I FUCKING HATE YOU HOES TOGETHER. YOU LACK THE PROPER COMPREHENSION SKILLS NEEDED TO ACT LIKE A GOOD FRIEND? AND HOW SHOULD I KNOW? BECAUSE I WAS THE EXACT SAME.
I doubt you could even tell me a small detail you’ve noticed about me from the entirety of our friendship. But I could list a few:
How you always aim for a wall hit when you’re serving in racket rivals,
How you still get nostalgic whenever you think abt a certain someone, it’s not even love atp you js miss them bc they were the closest you had to a soulmate.
How you feel more comfortable in jeans than anything else because it makes your legs look good.

Yada yada yaaa

And yk whats more bummy? That when I rant to you like once a Fortnite (MIND YOU THIS HO RANTS TO ME ON A WEEKLY BASIS), you can’t even ATLEAST PUT MY RANT IN SOME AI AND JS GIVE ME THAT HALF ASSED RESPONSE. Instead you say your usual line “idk how to comfort so yea!” That was a direct message btw. AND THEN SWITCH THE TOPIC TO SMTH ABT YOUR DAY, WHICH IS FINE, IM NOT ENTITLED TO YOUR COMFORT BUT I WOULD THINK THAT AS A FRIEND YOU COULD ATLEAST SAY SOMETHING TO ACKNOWLEDGE MY FEELINGS? BRUHHHH YOURE SO BUMMY OML

And back onto that hierarchy, why is it that I even hangout w yall, yous dont make me laugh no more, yous are haters (id be lying if I said I wasn’t, but I’m not judging people based of things they can’t really control LIKE FINANCIAL PROBLEMS BRUU), my main reason as to why I’m bringing this up again is because I thought it was a great idea for all of us to play this roblox friendship game together, but instead yall decided it would be better js to ice me out? Maybe I’m getting butthurt over this but it’s not like a one off thing that friend groups have, it’s all the time.
Yall bitches b doing all these micro shit all the time. And then get mad that I hang out with ppl yous dont know?
I swear they only keeping for convenience bc I cant even count how many times they’ve seen me hangout w someone and then immediately starting to hate on them and aggressively persuade me to stop hanging around them

Yous are so bummy

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Mocha Kiwi Friends May 07, 2026 at 9:33 am 1 0