Why must you be so mean

What did I do that made you change so much. You used to be so into taking to me and excited just from hearing me but now you’re so mean to me. Even other people say it to you so it’s not like you don’t know. You even think I’m gonna leave which I should but I don’t want to. I wish I didn’t care about you like this,I wish you hadn’t made me love you,I wish you didn’t get my expectations high. When you said sometimes you get depressed and distant you didn’t explain how mean you’d get. And then you wanna be nice sometimes to try to make it up to be but then you’re mean again. I try to not be sensitive but it’s like you don’t even care. I wish you’d care about the little things I was excited for instead of saying “I’m not trying to be mean but I don’t wanna listen to this I don’t care about it”. I just thought you’d be happy that I was happy about something. I know that we won’t get married or anything which kind of sucks to thing about but I don’t think I could spend my life with someone who can be so cold sometimes,someone who doesn’t want to hear the things that make me excited,someone who always gets upset with me for anything. I still love you but at the same time I kind of hate you.

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anonymous Dating December 23, 2024 at 8:03 pm 0 0