Tbh, it's really hard for me to communicate with people. I'm an ambivert person, I wont talk unless u talk to me first. Yes, I lost many opportunities because of this. I really wanted to be part of the tambourine in our church, but because of my attitude. I didn't get the opportunity because I was shy and thinks that I won't get along with them. Oh, it might be this overreacting but... I always think Im ugly that's why people don't talk to me BWHAHAHHA lmao
YvaineSchool May 05, 2025 at 1:16 am10
you must be very young. i used to think like this until i reached adulthood. i am still a mostly shy person but after a lot of self care and working through feelings im totally confident and comfortable in any situation, im cozy in my shyness and who i am. you know why? because each one of us has the immense power to influence our own reality. and the world is meant to work for us. everyone situation is meant for the betterment of you. it sucks that i ever played it small and was ignorant to my own power. anxiety is fear. fear of something. i’m not good enough, im too ugly too weird im this im that. who cares. start enjoying your life. start prioritizing having a fun silly fulfilling moment instead of what could go wrong. play the tambourine. nothing is impossible!! the universe wants to work in your best interest so there’s never any reason to fear anything at all in my opinion. god wants you to live your best life. also everything happens perfectly the way it’s supposed to. i’m glad i missed opportunities in the past bc they led to something greater n 3 hours ago
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n 3 hours ago