This is stupid

It's a lil unfair how when I study so hard, I get the most disastrous grades, but others pass so easily while hanging out with friends. To be fair, this year is not my year, especially earth sign seasons. I hate that the efforts and prayers are amounting to nothing. I feel so stressed about everything, irrelevant and relevant. I hate how I dissociate everytime I'm upset instead of working on myself. I got way too prideful just because I got recognized for a good but not so amazing cgpa. I can't help but compare myself to others and get upset when they effortlessly perform miles better than me. I can't maintain a social life, job, and studies all at once. It's sad because the course I'm getting a bad grade in is my area of interest. How will I do anything in life with the way I am? Why am I experiencing this world 1st person if nothing ever makes me stand out. I can't settle being average

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anonymous School May 04, 2025 at 6:31 pm 1 0