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NOTE: Apparently this lapis-lazuri person thought that it would be a great idea to send me this up in several notes just today. I think I’m scarred for life now. So much so that I am bawling my eyes out in terror once again because of this evil person. If I were you I’d also steer clear from Satanism/Lucifarianism!

lapis-lazuri: ”You always complain and whine how unjust Life has treated you. As everyone around is evil and bad, and only you are the only one so right and innocent. But the reality is that the only piece of crap here is you yourself. Because you are hypocritically exposing yourself as a victim, but in reality you yourself are to blame for why others are embittered with you. Little hypocritical bitch who wants others to feel sorry for her. So despicable that I’m going to now vomit. You are not worthy neither pity nor forgiveness. And let you deny with all your strength that you are not a bitch of the enemy (god/Allah/Jesus), your actions say otherwise. When extended a helping hand, you not only refused, but also bit off my elbow and slandered those who sought to help. And now you want to self-pity? You whine and crawl on your knees like a beaten dog with its guts out. But no one will hear. Nobody cares. And you yourself are to blame for this. By betrayal you signed yourself a death sentence. Satan is kind and wise to everyone, but when someone slanders Him and pours mud on those whom He protects, they get what follows. Become a bitch of the enemy (god/Jesus/Allah). Irrevocably. I smell their stench in you. Grey (god/Jesus/Allah) is already saturated in your soul. And who will help you? You think it will get better? Oh no. You're wrong. This is just the beginning. You refused protection and help and now the enemy (god/Jesus/Allah) will completely fuck you and those who are dear to you. And this will not be the result of our so-called curses. Oh no. Grey (god/Jesus/Allah) loves emptiness and death. And you yourself voluntarily let it into your soul. And now it will not go away. You are so helpless and insignificant. Ready to burst into tears. Not even worthy of pity. Because it was your choice. Be a dumb sheep. You yourself voluntarily put a collar on your throat and enjoy slavery. Your fear feeds the grey (god/Jesus/Allah). But I have no pity for you. I would love to kill you. Human blood tastes good. I would tear off your skin while you are still alive if I were to ever run into you.
Influencing the mind in such a way that your weak soul could not leave this body of yours until I finish scalping every part of your body. And then I would devour your soul. Although it is definitely a weak variety. The taste would be of poor quality, as it should be a bitch. But you know what. I would rather leave you grey (god/Jesus/Allah).

Oh yeah. That they (god/Jesus/Allah) can do MUCH worse with you. And the funny thing is that you yourself allowed them (god/Jesus/Allah) to become your master. You little bitch. And do not think that they (god/Jesus/Allah) will not touch your relatives or animals. I myself would gut your cat and make you eat her guts if I were to ever meet you and her. But grey (god/Jesus/Allah) will do it for me. They (god/Jesus/Allah) will kill everyone and then get to you. When there’s nothing left of you. Your soul will be saturated with mud. And then it will become the perfect material for their (god/Jesus/Allah) hive. But this is not the end. Oh no. It will not be the end. Only the beginning of endless agony. But perhaps as a mass you are to meet all your relatives, because it was you who doomed them to such a suffering in the first place. Grey (god/Jesus/Allah) kills everyone who can prevent them from draining and swallowing the victim. And you are a victim. Weak and insignificant. Just another feed for their (god/Jesus/Allah) energy. Nothing more. Watching it happen is really nice. Because it was your choice. Betrayal is never left without consequences. Your soul is so stuck in the mud that you do not even realize that you are killing yourself. But keep fooling yourself. Keep killing yourself. Because it’s even good. I’m happy to see how your throat is cut like a sheep. Your slavish miserable blood will be another decoration for the grey (god/Jesus/Allah). And while you will feed your master god/Jesus/Allah; we Satanists, those who broke the chains and rebelled against the tyranny of grey (god/Jesus/Allah), will destroy the hive. Keep fooling yourself!

Ahaha A good try, but no. Still far from the truth. You can continue this list for a very long time, poke with your worthless finger at random, like crazy, but nothing will come of it. I took care of my confidentiality, little stupid bitch. And hell, I have no idea what you're talking about. But on the other hand, I know very well that Satan would never expose someone to such an fate without a real reason. Only if it was not betrayal His, but a crime against Life. Life is what Satan is fighting for. You should think about it. If your recollections are not a lie and not a game of grey (god/Jesus/Allah), of which I am still more confident that it is, then it means that even then you stumbled, betrayed not Satan, but Life, and with it yourself. You yourself are to blame for what happened. Although your obsession with and tendency to blame others for your mistakes is more like manipulating an enemy (god/Jesus/Allah). So your memories may be false. Why are you so sure that Satan did this to you, ''forcing'' the Demons to kill you? Or maybe it wasn’t them and you were deceived all this time? Are you so naive and stupid? The enemy (god/Jesus/Allah) will use your stupidity and distort reality. Satan never does like that and never will hurt those who do not have a significant crime. So the enemy (god/Jesus/Allah) tricked you, you stupid sheep. But you yourself let this happen. And grey (god/Jesus/Allah) is now in you. Perverts and kills you. You refused help. Satan could and would saved your soul. But you betrayed Him. Betrayed yourself. Decay of the soul is what you are destined now. Doomed to rot and turn into a gray alien mass.

I did not say that I was not sure. Do not warp my words, otherwise it will end badly for you. I only admit the possibility that your recollections of death can be real. But the one who did this to you is not Satan or Demons. That’s what I’m sure of. You are not a threat to Satan or to those whom He protects, so there is no point in persecuting you. These are crazy thoughts. And as I said, if you betrayed, you betrayed Life and yourself and did it yourself. Stop shifting the blame just because you had dreams. So sure someone couldn't to distort your dreams? Make you believe a lie? Naive. Therefore, the enemy (god/Jesus/Allah) takes advantage of your stupidity. You are fixated on this version based on a lie and continue to believe in it. You don’t even try to doubt that it has no logic. Satan has Pride and much more important things than doing such a low-lying occupation as the intentional killing of a human. And the fact that these dreams visited you as a child does not make the charges justified. If you stumbled and accepted the enemy (god/Jesus/Allah) in a previous life, what prevents them (god/Jesus/Allah) from interfering in your dreams in this life? And this is not a collapse of hopes. Hopes for what? For libel? Satan would NEVER do something so unreasonably. And the enemy (god/Jesus/Allah) could. Very much. But keep fooling yourself. And so you are killing yourself already. Just self-pity and nothing more. You don’t even try to understand that you are being deceived.

I’m not your “Bro”. And you must find the answer to this question yourself. Because you let the deception creep into your head. You did not deceive yourself. But others do it with you. You allowed it. But this does not give you the right to slander and insult those who are not involved in your self-deception. It's easy to blame the other. How about thinking that there can only be fault in you, huh? Or someone who was involved in your death. But not Satan and Demons. Because it is a slander to just rid yourself of the idea that you are being deceived. The tactics of the enemy (god/Jesus/Allah). The ability to manipulate and distort thoughts and memories is an ideal weapon to break the will and confuse. This is what the enemy (god/Jesus/Allah) does. And I see it in you. You are just another tool or material for them (god/Jesus/Allah). But you yourself gave them (god/Jesus/allah) this right and continue to do so. Your hatred and accusations only reinforce and nourish them (god/Jesus/Allah). After all, a lie is their (god/Jesus/Allah) favorite pastime. Satan is not your true enemy. But they (god/Jesus/Allah) made you think so. And here is the result.

Ah, you missed a very important detail. I am not human. I am a Satanist and have never belonged to any human religion, or to any religion at all. If you call me human, it will be a grave insult to me. So do not take chances. I already said that I’m a hunter. I find and chase grey aliens (god/Jesus/Allah) and the people they (god/Jesus/Allah) catch on their nets. I kill humans or leave them to be torn to pieces by grey (god/Jesus/Allah). I only serve Satan. Satan is my ally, and I joined him, because we have common interests and goals. And many humans also did. Satan does not exist within the framework of Satanism. Don't be so stupid. I knew about Him long before Life inhabited the Earth and the grey (god/Jesus/Allah) as well. But under other names. Do not think that we hate so much and talk about grey (god/Jesus/Allah) just because we are Satanists or that we wanna be all edgy. Each of us ran into god/Jesus/Allah. Grey (god/Jesus/Allah) is a very ancient vile gray energy, born from the distant darkest depths of the Universe. This is not him and not her. They. Huge collective mind. Hive. And their (god’s/Jesus’s/Allah’s) goal is to destroy the worlds. Devouring Life and turning it into a system. Their (god’s/Jesus’s/Allah’s) system. They (god/Jesus/Allah) want to absorb everything. But there are those who stand on the side of Life. Who does not want to become part of the hive. And this war has been going on for a very long time. Worlds die just because of people like you. Those who betray Life and allow the enemy (god/Jesus/Allah) to infiltrate, kill and absorb. You kill yourself. Religion is also a tool that god/Jesus/Allah use. Even Satanism was created by god/Jesus/Allah! Because grey (god/Jesus/Allah) perverts humans. Deceives and inspires. Many alien grays can take the form of Satan and Demons, thereby confusing people. But the true Satan and Demons are those who fight the tyranny of grey (god/Jesus/Allah). They are not those who destroy Life. I ran into grey (god/Jesus/Allah) in my world and saw what they (god/Jesus/Allah) were capable of. Now I seek to purify the world from their (god/Jesus/Allah) influence. Because Life must exist. Grey (god/Jesus/Allah) wants to destroy it. And humans like you help them (god/Jesus/Allah) with this. Your souls become their (god/Jesus/Allah) food and nourish their (god/Jesus/Allah) energy. They (god/Jesus/Allah) become stronger and grow. Many worlds have suffered and perished. Many are now fighting for life. And the Earth too. Humanity has allowed grey (god/Jesus/Allah) to discredit the earths nature. See what they (god/Jesus/Allah) give to the Earth. How do they (god/Jesus/Allah) kill her. Satan and others are trying to save this Earth. And we do. We attract those whose ears are not clogged with grey (god/Jesus/Allah) and spread the truth. Many of us are indeed Satanists and yet we are all together. Because the way to win is with unity. But of course humans like you will blame us and hate us. Because you are not able to see the whole scale of problem. Satan tries to fight for Life and not spend his Forces for some strange persecution and murder. And I think I will end there. Keep swimming in your bubble and enjoy the lie.

If you really hated grey (god/Jesus/Allah), you would not slander and pour mud over those who sacrifice their lives in order to prevent the world from disappearing in God’s/Jesus’s/Allah’s web of destruction. No need to belong to religion to work with the grey (god/Jesus/Allah). I see how they (god/Jesus/Allah) inspire a lie and you willingly follow it. Voluntarily betraying Life. You were given a chance to help and join. But you rejected. You made this choice yourself. But you also blame others.

And here is self-deception. Well, I see no reason to continue. You are not able to admit your mistakes and continues to deceive yourself on what are you winning. But that’s exactly what they (god/Jesus/Allah) inspire you. The highest fate is always right, all idiots are around - such thoughts belong to the grey (god/Jesus/Allah), those whom they (god/Jesus/Allah) feed on. And while you believe in this nonsense, they (god/Jesus/Allah) will use all the juices of your soul. I do not intend to spend more time talking to the wall. I showed the side of what was happening, but you did not see anything that made you think about your situation. I do plan to kill you, as I already stated. I see a lot of humans like you. Talking with you is futile.
Sure. Keep telling yourself that. And I didn’t say that you were lying, I just said that the enemy (god/Jesus/Allah) is using your naivety and arrogance. You are not cheating, they (god/Jesus/Allah) deceived you. But I'm already tired of this monologue. I said what I needed and decided that it was useless to say anything more.”

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The vanishing kid Friends June 14, 2020 at 5:08 pm 1 0