what do i look like

i do not know what i look like. people tell me im attractive but like no ones gonna come up to you during a moment of insecurity and be like "no youre right youre ugly". my bmi is within the healthy ratio but we all know by now that bmi isnt very accurate anymore because bodies vary with muscle mass vs fat vs whatever else. i feel like every other week i obsess about this again but i dont know what to focus on cause i feel like everything is wrong with me. my face is too long, my mouth is too small, my smile is weird, my abdomen is b-shaped because of genetics no matter how much weight i lose, my thighs will never go away, my feet are too small, my upper arms are jiggly even though i have muscle??? it feels like nothing i do works. i lost 50 pounds but still everything is wrong and i see these people everywhere where they were just born beautiful and they have beautiful personalities and so much confidence and theyre into cool things and they have everything i have but then also so much more and i dont understand how i can ever be even near that level if everything i do is wrong and my entire body is wrong and my personality is wrong and my hobbies are wrong. how can i follow advice of "be your own person, dont compare yourself" when everything about me is stupid and bad and ugly and wrong and these people im around are so fucking perfect. i cant keep up. i cant compare. i feel like scum on the bottom of a shoe and i cant even like myself so why do i expect anyone else to like me either. i know how fucking lame this sounds but i truly hate myself so much right now and nothing is working

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anonymous Body November 01, 2026 at 12:42 am 0 0