weird girl

i went to visit my boyfriend at the grocery store he works at and everything was amazeballs until a sheila that works with him went to his register while i was paying and asked him something meaningless. last time a different gal did the same exact thing lol like ok he’s extremely hot & attractive but i wish they would wait until im gone. i think it’s because im also hot n beautiful & they want to feel good about themselves by forcing him to look at them while im right there. my sister in law does the same thing. it’s getting easier to ignore & transmute. i only want good vibes, i don’t want to be attached to anything including my boyfriend or my job or anything. i’ve done too many psychedelics to let the small dramas bother me. i’m on a personal development journey. every annoyance this causes me is a blessing and a lesson. to let go. to realize how lucky i am that this is the biggest inconvenience i have in my wonderful relationship w my bf of 6 years :) ill talk to him about it peacefully & enjoy my chocolate covered almonds rn.

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sam Dating February 02, 2025 at 5:23 pm 0 0