THIS IS SO REDICULOUS

ISTG, I AM SO DONE, AND THIS IS SO FUNNY, RIDICULOUS, DESPERATE AN DNNAOYING AT THE DAME TIME. I like this dude ok, and we were kinda a thing but things fell thru and drifted apart, 2-3 months later we were chill and we texting, THEN few months later we become friends and I am talking proper friends, lie properly calling and talking and we cud talk for hours and now i am just pissed, CUZ I HV LIKED IT HIM AGAIN, AND THIS TIME IT IS FR AND MORE GENUINE, isttg. And the thing is that he gives me the vibe that he likes me too but he is also an idiot so who fucking knows. He is a person who has a very "funn", "i will roast u image", literally tried callign him today, made fn of me for 20 min, 10 min juts randoma nd then HE HAS GONE TO SLEEP FUCKING SLEEP. The thing is that we call tons and we can not talk abt everyhting, we hv good compataiablity, I LOOK GOOD, WE WORK SO WELL, and like yes we r seniors graduating soon but i am just bummed. It isn't that w/o him i am so upset, i can accept him not being there but i wanna try it out, idek if we hv romantic compatiablity, but still i am ok with taking th erisk. No guy has ever made me feel this way, now i am very inexperienced, tho guys hv approached me int he past still i haven't rry gone for wnaything in the past, so much so that I htought i was aromantic at a point (obvio i am not now), but i am just annoyed cuz this is for the first time i hv liked someone fr and THAT SHIT IS ALSO NOT PLAYING OUT. and the thing is that since i hv sm of an interest in him, i am not enhoying other guys, i do not wish to talk to others, i can not help but compare them with him. The thing i sthat THSI IS NOT A BIG DEAL, but i just wanna hv fun in my present now, idk where and what and how shits gonna happen, ik for most ppl relationship shit this early nvr works out, BUT AT LEAST THEY HV A RELAIONSHIP. UGH.

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bumble Crushes December 23, 2024 at 9:09 am 0 0