the world pisses me off!

I am pissed off about everything! I tried to do everything right! I did what my parents asked me to do, I wanted to get out of the country and get an education because i thought it would be a ncie experience i did not know what else to do i was 19 i wanted out of the house, i had been stuffed in a prison like hell hole for so long i wanted a fucking break! i am so angry that the whole plan failed! i failed school i dropped out my father's business failed and i did not tell them that i dropped out because of that i was so angry at myself for dropping out i knew my shit was not together but my father did not have his shit together either! I was so angry at him when i got home. i broke his heart and i cant even apologise to him anymore becaue he died! he died of a heart attack and in a spectacular public fashion, he loved to embarrass me in public and humiliate me all the time. i knew from the start i was not smart they assumed i was. i dont know what i want to do in life, i cant have an education because i dont have money my mother has been on my ass to do something with my life and no matter what i do i am failing at it, i started a business and meet assholes everyday who refuae to bring out money that i charge for my services because they are fucking cheap! its not like i charge a lot i charge appropriately and these motherfuckers are cheap! they have their fancy cars and their houses and proeprties and businesses but no if i ask for money i dont get it because they are fucking cheap! i dont care about anyone. dont even get me started on sex and dating! i never get what i want, i tried to be nice to girls and ask them out! my father never taught me anything in life so forget about this so called rizz! i have had to teach myself evry fucking thing and its fucking boring the hell out of me becaue i have had to restart my life so many times its getting on my fucking nerves! i am broke as fuck and girls dont want to date a broke motherfucker! i have no education! gorls dont date no dumb motherfulcker! i am fat as fuck and you know what girls dont date fat fucks either! i hate myself and hate every decision i have ever made in life! its not like i didnt know what i was doing i was trying to do the right hing and things never worked out! i have been miserable my entire fucking life and i have daddy issues and now i have mommy issues too! i hate everything about this world and how everything is so expensive and i have to pay to take a fucking piss! i hate everything! i never found love the one thing I wanted i never found that warm embrace i never found true meaning or purpose i cant do anything right and i am a huge fuckup! i heat myself the most in this life and i regret being born. i have nothing to appreciate in life and this life sucks! if i die tomorrow nobody will cry or care i died because thats how much this world sucks for me! i hate being here! this world has shown me nothing but pain and misery and how others can come into my life and ruin it for me! i hate everyone and everyothing! fuck my father my mother and ,my entire fucking family for aking me miserable and having expectations from me and making me miserable fuck this society for making me a fucking cuck who only gets rejected by everyone even friends dont want me around i hate everything about existence i hate! i hate this site too! fuck everyone!

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anonymous Other November 30, 2025 at 6:00 am 0 0