Stupid me

The fuck is wrong with me being all clueless and fucking dumb all the time. I am trying my best all the fucking time but it's not enough for God's sake. I keep on dragging my teammates down just because of my dumbness. Why can't I just do everything right everyday? Feeling ko talaga galit na sila sakin dahil sa kabobohan ko walang araw na hindi ako bobo putangina lang. Sucks to be me, I just wanna die every day. Every fcking time I just wanna disappear from this life. I do not wanna be someone na pabigat sa grupo that's not my goal in this life. Grabe ang pressure parang putangina lang talaga ayoko na pumasok kaso puta hindi naman ako mayaman para gawin yon. Akala ko kaya ko lang dedmahin lahat yon kaso nakakapabigat na kasi ako parang di na talaga kaya ng konsensiya ko kawawa naman sila nadadamay sa katangahan ng isang kagaya ko. Makaipon lang ako aalis na din naman ako don. Konting tiis pa. Kung pwede lang magpakamatay na lang. Pero sana di na ko magising bukas.

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M. F. Work January 08, 2025 at 6:49 am 0 2