Stepfather

You know what I start to doubt the essence of marriage.
I know I'm still young and pwede pa mabag-o akoang mga pananaw sa life but because of what I grow up with I started to doubt MARRIAGE.
Starting with my family, it's kinda fucked up. I grow up with my stepfather for over 17 years of my life and I've seen the gruesome truth about a convience marriage. I watched where my mother was beaten by my stepfather, how he changed, and I've also witnessed how he cheated on my Mom countless times. I like my stepfather because he truly stand as father figure for me, but if I will have a choice, I will not marry someone like my stepfather and end up just like my mother. It's bullshit bro. It's fucking bullshit. Today I learned for the nth time that my stepfather cheated again, and to tell you the truth, I really don't care at all now because I've been used to it, but you know what the most fucking fuck about it AGAIN, it's my Mother compromising my stepfather AGAIN and it's very bullshit bro. Hahaha I don't really wanna think over and over again how dumb my Mother is and how can she so stressful to me. If they don't feel love with each other anymore or just staying because of commitment, I just want to say just fucking split you two motherfucker. I'm so tired of hearing it all over again and just trying to understand why the two of you is doing your fucking dumb decision all over again. If I will get married, or if I get married, I don't want to do your fucking mistakes again. EVERRR.

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anonymous Home April 04, 2026 at 7:53 am 1 0