I’m having a bad night. On Saturday, my only friend who I barely see cancelled plans on me because she felt like our plan wasn’t solid enough. I was sad but okay because I had plans with my boyfriend the next day. He cancelled on me the day of because he wanted alone time. I was understanding but it hit me all at once that I’m very lonely. I’m shy so I have a hard time making friends. I’m a nice person but I can barely hold a conversation without it becoming awkward. I only see my boyfriend once a week if I’m lucky. I was so excited to see my friend and boyfriend because I really like hanging out with them. It’s really bothering me tonight because my bf went out with his friends until 2am. And my friend saw a movie with her friend yesterday. So what makes me different? I just wish I had more friends so I wouldn’t feel so alone.
anonymousRelationships December 11, 2025 at 2:30 am00
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