personal shit

i feel so down. just a lot of shit going on in my life. not just my life. even the lives of people around me.

first, im so worried about my grades. ive spent the past few years being at the top of my class. i want it to be that way til i graduate. three more semesters left.

second, my best friend is being accused of being a bully. which is so fucking crazy because SHE scolds ME when im being mean to people. we have different majors and she is always at the top of her class and her peers are so many levels beneath her, its obvious that she's being set up because they're jealous of her.

third, people my life have just been so inconsistent. which is honestly smthng i shouldve expected. god.

fourth, my bf hasnt told me directly but i know smthng major happened in his life that he's just not ready to talk about. idk what it is. i hope we talk soon.

i really hope everything gets better. i really hope everything goes well. i feel so down. i wanna feel better

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anonymous Other April 01, 2025 at 8:06 am 0 1