MY FAMILY IS MAKING ME CRAZY

ISTG I HATE MY FUCKING HOUSE, I am 19 and my younger brother whose just 10 years old hits me for no reason and when i hit back , that when my mum sees it as a fucking issue, he literally has hit me so many times and all my mum did was to make him study , and this one time i hit back (i have long nails, he tried to defend himself and i accidentally scratched him for which i even apologized saying i didnt have that intention, it happened by mistake) my mum claims that I WANNA KILL MY BROTHER, she keeps saying stuff like "oh ik you'll be happy once you kill him, thats what you want" . I had panic attacks back when i was 15 cause i found out my dad was cheating on my mum and they had regular fights where they actively involved us, today during the fight about my brother my mum claimed that i was pretending back them , that i am a pretentious child who does things for attention, and then there is my elder sister who always take my mum's side on her face, scolds me to death infront of her and the moment we are alone she goes "ya that was mum's fault". i am slowly getting crazy, half the time i dont even feel me in this damn house.

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no one Home January 30, 2026 at 3:39 am 1 0