my dad.

i came here to express my feelings, and not to be mad about my dad, my dad has changed over the years. When i was young my dad and my mom split apart, and filed a divorce. So my dad told my grandma to take me from my mom and take care of me. (my dad was working abroad this time) and that happened. My grandma took me from my mothers arms and met at a random side of a supermarket. I saw my grandma and i didn't know her yet cuz i was not close with my grandma. I saw things happen very quick. I walked out of the tricycle and my mom told me to run as fast as i could to my grandma, she was holding her tears while i was hesitating to go. And when i decided to go, i didn't know it was my last time meeting her ever again. I know my mom gave me alot of pain, but sometimes she makes me the happiest kid in the world. And then so on, i grew up to love my grandparents and be close to my cousins, i still havent felt my father in awhile because he still works abroad. And so years came by, me and my dad talks and chats online staring my fun day. After a few years when i was 11 years old in july my dad surprised me and my grandparents by going home here in the Philippines, and we didn't know much about it but he suddenly called us and told us he was already here in the Philippines, Pangasinan. (I live in Cabanatuan City.) Oh and im sorry i didn't mentioned that my dad found another woman abroad (filipina) they had a kid who has my stepsister she is still young rn. So back to the story, my dad came to my hometown and told us to rent a swimming pools place where he can stay the night in (our house was full of people), so we had fun he and my stepmother got married and i had a stepsister and stepbro, so this is the part that i tell you why im ranting about this right now. My dad got back to abroad and after a few months he came back (April 2025). When suddenly i felt a shift of feelings from my dad and stepmom. I dont know but whenever they are around here i love them but, i also feel like hating them. I dont get excited anymore whenever he's here. Although my dad gave me pretty much everything, it still didn't much the thing i always wanted. It was, being loved by him and bonding with him. Bonding with him isnt a thing that im used to. He barely bonds with me, from now on its still my dreams to just bond with my dad and i, and thats it. No other people included, just my dad and me. I never get to experience that. I want to be loved not with money's, clothes, tech-devices, i want the purest love i can get from my father. And thats my only wish. I promise to give everything to just get that kind of experience. I will always dream of bonding with just my dad and me..

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Ethan Michael. Relationships April 14, 2025 at 8:04 am 3 0