maybe my ego is creating this problem

i’ve been with my boyfriend 6 years in march. since we live together, it should be amazing fairytale happiness but our washing machine broke and neither of us want to wash clothes alone bc it’s a lot for one person and the laundromats around us all suck. yesterday we both had the day off and he was skating all day with his bffs. i know it brings him joy and he’s his own person and now typing this out is making me realize im way too attached to the way a boyfriend should make me feel. i want my princess pleasure and romance to be a priority in his heart so it hurts my ego when it looks like that’s not happening. i just realized that i need to give that princess treatment to myself no matter how much it feels i want to rely on him. i do feel overwhelmed by all the shit i have to do at home. if i don’t clean the dogs piss and the mess and spit in the bathroom sink and the dirty kitchen i’m the only one who feels horrible being in that environment. i guess that’s just something i have to push through. it’s a good problem to have in the grand scheme of things. i get to have my own house and that means taking care of it :,) im just trying to find a perspective that doesn’t feel like a ton of bricks on my chest and shoulders

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bri Dating January 05, 2025 at 10:04 am 0 0