love u

I thought i was over you. Thought I'd moved on with life. But no boy that I see ever makes me smile or think about them as much as you did. My stomach drops every time I see you or your friends, like a constant reminder of everything I lost. I don't feel safe or happy anymore because life with just my friends feels unfulfilling now that I've experienced life with you. I'm so mad at myself for throwing it away, but I'm mad at you for not being patient and understanding that I was going to work it out and I just needed time to work it out. I fell in love with you so quick and then I couldn't live without you after that point. I replay our first kiss and every time we kissed after that so many times in my head just so I can feel it again. Feel the absolute bliss i felt being with you. I know you probably didn't love me back but I cared for you so much and just wanted to never leave you but there was too many barriers stopping it from working. I love you moose and I cry so often cos I just hate myself for not being able to get over you. Every time I see you I just want to impress you, want you to miss me and chase after me again. Like how you asked me out three times before I finally said yes. I want to move on and everything in my head is telling me I can and should and you weren't good anyways but I miss you with my whole heart and want to feel your presence again without being scared of you thinking I'm not enough or your glad its over with me. I just want to feel loved again.

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anonymous Relationships May 03, 2026 at 9:23 am 0 0