Live sucks!

You know what?
Im fucking tired fam.
Tired of love.
All it does it do what its meant to do the opposite of...
Make you feel like absolute shite.
So uou tell uourself all the fucking time that there are plenty of fish and all that.
They're all mentally unstable nutcases with alcohol problems, poor mental health, trauma they love to project on you and the crux of it... the absolute fucking pinnacle... they w I ll find a way to blame every little thing on you.
Ive been seeing someone for about 4 months. She's got a blatant and untreated alcohol problem and obvious insecurities.
Her lack of care for me has become so obvious that she will pull me close one minute and treat me to pieces the next.
I'm done but I don't know how to be done with it if I'm honest.
She's emotionally abusive without knowing it.
The fuck do I do?
I used to think that I drove women to this... that I was the reason, but I've come to realise that I'm to tolerant, too nice, too easy to take advantage of.
I don't know what hurts more to be honest.
I'm honestly contemplating suicide.

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No Relationships April 09, 2025 at 5:24 pm 0 0