It's going to be 2 months since my mom's passing on the 20th. My 1st birthday without hearing her sing happy birthday. I already miss her so bad.
I'm only 35, I'm mad that I didn't get the time I wanted compared to my elder siblings. They got to spend a lot of time with her and do things with her. By the time I was old enough to do fun things with her. Take her for treats, dinner, thrifting. She was too ill, somewhat old. She had me when she was 37. My eldest sibling there is an 18year gap. So I feel cheated out of knowing her.
I'm sad but happy she's gone. She's no longer in pain from her bones crumbling away in her spine. No more heart surgeries, no more chemo radiation. No more dementia.
I miss her much....
Side note, my dad is now fresh innocent bait to the other elderly ladies now.
Love you momOther April 17, 2025 at 9:17 pm20
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Suzzie 1 day ago