Lazyness

I know I'm a lazy shit. I have average ass grades, maybe below average. I go on the school lunch line to get the disgusting food, though I only ever really pick at it. Honestly eating is such a hassle. Nowadays most meals that I don't see being made are absolutely disgusting and unappetizing to me. I hate getting out of bed. My dreams are always so messed up, sometimes I know I'm dreaming and I try to wake up and it's horrifying. When I walk I look up or down to avoid looking at people. I go home and to school and that's about it. I feel so tired. I sleep excessively. Half the day I don't speak at all and my voice won't come out and towards the afternoon all I do is talk. My friends tell me their issues and I listen but I'm far too lazy to be emotionally vulnerable to anyone. I strongly dislike getting up in the morning.

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anonymous Other May 15, 2026 at 11:49 pm 0 0