It's 1 am and I feel like I'm breaking down. Everything's been fine these days. But the moment I try reflecting, why do I always feel so sour about it. Was it because of my perfectionism tendency?and Im still scared leaving that? I want to cry but nothing's coming out. I just want to rest, away from the world—like how I isolated myself previously. Did I isolate myself too much that my only comfort is to hide?Did I even accept that not everything haas to be perfect?Do I even REALLY UNDERSTAND that despite ACKNOWLEDGING IT? WHY R YOU SO HARD TO UNDERSTAND?DID I EVEN TRY TO UNDERSTAND YOU?DID I REALLY TRY MY BEST?WAS I BEING COMPLACENT NY INSECURITY IS SHOWING AGAIN?
CloOther November 05, 2025 at 12:07 pm00
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