Is she even real??

So there's this girl that I have been friends with since last year and back then my mental health was fucking SHIT and I was absolutely FAILING all my classes. And while that was going down she would help me with stuff and act like she genuinly cared about me. However, this year I healed my mental health and locked TF IN and now I'm performing equally to her and sometimes even better in school. And this BITCH did a complete 180 on he ones she found out that she's no longer "superior."
Like last december I was feeling really excited because I got a 98% on my lit final (which was a really hard class for me because my teacher was really hard) and she got a 92%. And as we were walking, she just HAD to go: "whatever...I mean I have a 96% in the class anyway." Keep in mind that I ended with a borderline-ish B (88.3%) after struggling the entire SEMESTER. Anyways I brushed her off and ignored that. Then, I get a 100% on my final essay for my APUSH class. She gets a 93% and she IMMEDIATELY goes: "Oh I think your teacher just graded easier on the final..."
Like she just CANNOT accept that I'm finally getting myself together and doing well in school for once. And the final straw was today. Some context: Last year, I aplied for writing AND art, and she was managing the art department, and chose to reject me because my "technique" was lacking and because "I'd already gotten in for writing." I've been drawing for YEARS. I get compliments on my art ALL THE TIME. I don't really think my "technique" is lacking, you stupid fucking jealous bitch. Anyways, so I applied to be a writing editor (as a part of the officer team for the magazine), and I was considering EIC (editor in chief) but she DISCOURAGED me from doing it, claiming that I had to have "LOTS OF EXPERIENCE" and already be a president of another club. Guess who didn't do either and got EIC? The same fucking bitch. And I got rejected. She sucks up like CRAZY to the current EIC which is probably why she was chosen, but I have a feeling she shit talked me to the current EIC as well (which is something she would ABSOLUTELY DO btw) behind the scenes because I felt like my interview was really solid and I should've gotten in.
And I had a fever for a weak earlier, so I struggled with getting in my writing on time as well, and this bitch had the nerve to go: "Why are you so slow? Like writing is SO EASY! Easier than ART!" And she does art btw (Its absolute DOGSHIT but somehow won National Awards which again she RUBBED in my face COINCIDENTALLY after she saw one of my paintings that I WASN'T EVEN TRYING to show her). And she ignored me on purpose when other people are around WHILE making eye contact. And it makes me feel like shit. She makes me feel like shit. Always jealous and always trying to put me down. She's so desperate to get into a "good college" that she'll do anything to get in, and if I get in the way I get put down and slimed. Fucking Bitch. I hope friends (if I can even call her that) like her never find me again.

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goose School April 04, 2026 at 11:23 pm 1 0