What if

What if you are with a woman who you love, and loves you? What if she's smart, beautiful, interesting, and into the same interests as you? What if she makes way more money than you, so you know she is with you for you, and not the money? Last question, this is a big one... what if she makes a living as an escort?

At first I didn't care. She separates her work life and personal life. They are two separate worlds. As long as I got to be part of her personal world, I ignored the other world. But the problem is, they sometimes collide. It hits you when you occasionally run into someone from her professional life. And she many times leverages people from her professional life, like for example, getting a deal on a vehicle purchase with the aid of a "client". A deal nobody would have gotten without trading favors.

I finally broke down and told her of my insecurities and jealousy, and she has now graciously spared me further involvement from her business side, but the seed has been planted, the realization has set in.

I know for sure she loves me, and I know that her relationships in her professional world are only business in her mind, she sees her clients as only "money" as she has told me, but that doesn't really soothe my anxiety. Not sure how this is going to end, but I know for sure asking her to give up $2000 a day income is a lot to ask. For now, I will continue to love her and make the most of it

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John Doe Relationships March 21, 2026 at 7:13 pm 0 0