I'm all fucked up too. I'm pretty much completely alone and have been for most of my life

If people are leaving: let them leave. There are always more people. People who are better for you; most people want you to be something you are not

And, I won't try to change your mind on any decision but; the world is full of amazing things. I am sure your death would give the worms in your life something to milk, honestly

All those people would act like you stole from them. They would use your death to manipulate others and act like shitty people. Even people who barely knew you, would act like you were friends and milk it! Do you want to give anyone that? :D Life gets really difficult, then it will be great again! That's how it's been my entire life: a cycle of TRAUMA, FUCK then victory :) Wait for your victory to come. It is on it's way,


but I do beg you to be as patient as you can. If you want your life to be over: just wait. Think about places that seem fun to go; watch "An Idiot Abroad" or some travel doco. Watch comedies. Forget how shit life is :) until the good times come back, and they will.

The people in your life don't deserve you. You should get away from them; move. Cut ties and ditch them. Find a better crowd who appreciates you

and I don't think you're fucked up. By the perspective of other people I'm fucked up :) Who cares what morons think? You have you. I have me. I hope you do the best with what you have because life is short enough; I believe in you and I wish you the best, friend

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anonymous 5 years ago

Please be patient, better days and people are coming.
look at the positive things you enjoy in your life. It can be anything, like your passion to learn this type of instrument, this country or place you've been wanting to go to, this hobby you've wanna start doing, mayne find friends or people thay will cibe with you.

Life's too short to focus on worthless people who don't treat you right. Find people that do, and when you do find them they'll make life sweeter. You deserce love, respect and happiness.

Wish you the best stranger. Take care ♥️

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Anonymous 5 years ago

People are shit get a dog. Do fun shit with your dog. Dogs will make you laugh they do funny fucking shit. My dog makes me laugh every day. And he loves an genuinely wants to be around me. Maybe it just the food and water thing but he’s joyful when I come home and always hangs out in the room I’m in. He even follows me to the bathroom and nothing in there he could want but me. Some people can’t live around or with other people. Look at the corners of your mouth, me point down just naturally. That’s resting bitch face. Give me the appearance that I think anyone in front of me disgusts me. People don’t give you a second chance when they believe that’s what your thinking. Fuck em I’m very generous and kind they will never know. I get lonely though so I talk to my dog about what assholes people are then I feel better ADOPT a dog.

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Antiblonda 3 years ago