im so apathetic lately

ive also been so apathetic that its taken me a lot to care deeply about anything? i go to concert? cool no one else is going to care either, i do xyz thing? cool no one else cares if i dont or do xyz rthings see what i mean? why am i supposed to feel my already meaningless life with people who dont even seem to truly want me in their lives anyway? no ones stuck around me for past a decade and if i passed away randomly it would surprise literally no one. u either have to be stinking rich or popular and filled with fillers and other surgical things in order for anyone to care. people are so fucking retarded and superficial that i really dont care to belong anywhere to enjoy anything with anyone.

id rather just die and get this stupid life over with if im of no use and i really feel that im honestly a waste of space and never anyones first choice so whats the point? someone has to have a really good explanation to convince me to stick out this whole life thing cause im already checked out and have been for some time. yall are just so fucking fake though everyone i have ever had to deal with i can see right through their own bullshit.

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anonymous Other January 26, 2025 at 10:59 pm 0 0