im not good
i dont feel like im good at anything worth while, but at the same time i dont try to be good at anything. i can barely keep my hygiene together, along with my temper and sleep seclude. everyone says that you need to put in effort to get good at something, 'be clean and have a clean space', but, i guess theres also a part of me that likes it? i like my hand shaking, or my head spinning because if its noticeable people actually care.ive been pondering lately what my mum will think when she actually opens her eyes, when she actually sees my arms, ive actually thought about telling her. but. i want scars (selfish and disgusting ik). maybe if i have scars, have traces of all this, of what im going through, maybe it'll feel real, maybe it wont feel like im just overreacting.
i feel like i want to die, but everytime im getting ready for it i just chicken out.
anonymous Other November 11, 2025 at 1:44 am 2 0
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anonymous 4 weeks ago