I need to stop daydreaming so much

I achieve one good thing and let it get to my head so easily. I have to say this semester was incredibly humbling in every sense. I thought I was good in finance, no I'm not. Neither in presentation, or studying, or research, or tutoring, or getting a job. I felt way too comfortable in my small circle thinking I'm all that for having higher gpa than my friends. I'm definitely dropping after this semester. These last two days were epicly horrible and I think nailed it to my forehead pretty well. My scores are worse than an average student, and I can't figure out simple arithmetics that half of the class can. This is the most embarrassed I've ever been. Shit. I thought my exam went pretty well. The score I saw today says otherwise. Everyone's always telling me how grades aren't everything in life - well, they are to me. I do not have a single achievement outside grades, that too ones that aren't excellent by any standards. Man, I was hoping to make good contact with this professor, since he's very well connected. After this score (which he let me see with my paper turned downward lol), I'm too embarrassed to even walk past him. I feel so humiliated and it's all my fault. I'm starting to doubt if I'll even get a job, or be able to work for an mnc.

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anonymous School April 21, 2025 at 1:00 pm 0 0