I’m jealous of nobody?

I realized all the work I’ve been doing this summer for the xc team, I suck btw was optional and I felt too comfortable knowing I was the only frienshamn. Here I was given this amazing chance to improve before everyone else and meet these girls and make connections and I felt on top of the world thinking I was safe, I was the freshman standard for that year, that there would be no other with better social skills, no others that actually clicked with any of these girls besides the coach. I just found out that tryouts are in about 2 weeks and there’s a chance a better naturally pretty wihh ty great social skills girl will pop up and I will become the quiet kid once again I’m sorry this is so corny and I’m being so insecure right now I’m literally hating and being jelous of someone that I don’t know even exists. There’s a chance there won’t even be a girl, that I’m just overreacting but the thought of someone my age being naturally better than me after all the work I’ve put in the last 2 months? The sleep I’ve missed and the experiences I’ve passed up because I was training. I mean I LITERALLT suck. At this whole sport, at socializing, I can’t fit in with these people. They are way older than me anyway, I don’t know what is wrong with me

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Gump Sports August 05, 2025 at 9:20 pm 0 1