I'm alone

I wish I had someone. I wish there was someone I could just like, relay on, someone who I could at least talk to. I guess I know people but I don't think they really care to know me. My family is too focused on themselves. (not that I really blame them) And I've got 'friends' as in people my age I get along with but I don't think I could really tell them things. There's not really any adult, even or any person in general that I can be vulnerable with. I can't cry around anyone even just talking I feel so stupid and insignificant. Sometimes it's okay to be alone but I don't even have any freedom or control over my life. I'm so so tired and sick of this. I want to be done. I want to cry so bad, for once and say all that I feel and think and I want someone to care enough to listen and try to understand. I did have people I thought I could've told, who I thought might've understood. I guess they probably wouldn't have because they aren't anywhere around me now when I need them. I wish they were, just one of them could be enough. I wish someone would care. I know no one is coming and I think knowing that might be even worse. I wonder why? I guess I really just don't do anything. I'm grateful I still have God.

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anonymous Other June 05, 2026 at 11:35 pm 0 0