I like my friend but it might ruin our friendship

I have feeling for this friend (we're both the same gender and bi), I can't stop thinking about them, I keep blushing when they come across my mind, it's driving me crazy. Sometimes I'm tryna convince myself that I'm not really like em and just being delusional cuz of the physical affection, it's just keep feeding into my delusions. But unfortunately I'm pretty sure I like em, very much and it is such a pain. Iirc, they used to cut off a friend after that friend confess to them so that scare me... But well, imma just let thing goes on its way i guess, what can i even do now haha..
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I like when they pat my head, hold my hand. YES I KNOW ITS JUST A NORMAL FRIEND STUFF BUT I WAS DYING THAT WAS LOWKEY A LONG HOLDING HAND.

Ngl I also (somehow tryna convince myself) belive that they treat some ppl same way as me so it's not that special. Maybe it's just me, thinking too much.

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anonymous Crushes January 01, 2026 at 10:22 am 0 1