i hate being myself.

okay, i donno where to start. today's day has been pretty uneventful, to start with I felt really down and sick at school. i had brought my newly published book with me to school to show it to my peers... but bad news! i got told that my plot is very unrealistic and probably AI generated. well, I've spent a long time thinking bout the plot and even if it ended up looking pretty chopped up, I had tried my best. I just took down the book, no more selling nd all. i donno what to do as a new writer... might wanna die. now I think I'll try and start a new story , cuz after all life doesn't end here y'know. so... yeah, let's see what happens at school tomorrow. i don't even wanna go to school... even though no one (till now) knows that I wrote that lousy novel, only one does, and I'm pretty scared that in the end I'm gonna get backstabbed. so well, I just wish to heavens above that I can survive till the end of this year and do something I like (which I'm pretty, pretty, pretty, thinking is'nt gonna happen at all). :(((((

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Nero Other August 11, 2025 at 10:16 am 0 0