i hate being mixed

especially when you're mixed and you don't look like either of where you are from. the shit i hear everytime i go back to my country omg.......it has such a big impact on my insecurities i cant lie ive literally searched up how to look more like im from that country without surgery, surprise surprise, the answer was surgery. i keep thinking i need to get more tan and shit but im done with it. i hate everyone ive ever encountered in that country, like why do you always ask ME where im from but no one else? haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa then people start thinking you are american or mixed with one because you can speak english like cmonnn. im so fuuuuuuuuucking done with indonesians their personalities actually suck ass can you fucking treat me like normal???????????? ive genuinely never ever had a deep connection with anyone in this country despite living here since i was born, insane statement i KNOW. get me out of heerrererererererererereghgsuighvjrkguhogkvsdhoigjfbkjhoisd

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anonymous Other November 04, 2026 at 9:30 am 0 0