You get born to rich parents so you can do whatever you feel like without consequence. Thats how you find what you’re passionate about like feminists love to suggest.

Otherwise, feeling useless is just a symptom of existing in this system. Regardless of what feminists will tell you it’s not your fault. The system is broken.

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anonymous 2 hours ago

Like, I started my own company after failing to hold like 45-50 jobs over the past decade. No joke. I filled out the entire list of possible jobs for social security when I applied, and that was only roughly 18 months. They gave me room for 5 jobs over 18 months. I think 7, minimum, would've been more accurate.

Anywho, I started my own company and I wouldn't say it's my purpose. It's just related to classes I did very well in, and I can get by with my skills. Probably won't make me rich. May not pay enough to get by for at least a few years.

Unless you're rich or lucky you won't find your purpose. The people who will tell you otherwise are the same people who think plumbers have it easy because they once got charged $300 to change a shower head. Totally not an example of a plumber charging an idiot tax for being an idiot. Any work with sinks and toilets or in tight spaces completely don't apply. Having to buy their own gear, tools, etc which adds up also doesn't apply because $300 shower head.

Gotta do what I'm doing. Try to make something that'll probably outlive you so that when you do kill yourself and they try to claim they're confused because that's a natural defense for people they've got something of yours to haunt them. If my culture is wrong and my spirit won't be chained to the Earth by grief to haunt them for eternity then at least my project can be reminder of their shortcomings and their willful bullshit. "No one cares", except for one university that still uses me to promote their adult education program because I was a late bloomer and one of the first adults in their program. Therapists loved it until led to a giant scene due to a few very public panic attacks but the admin is still seemingly proud of.

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anonymous 58 minutes ago