I feel lost, my interest in video games is now almost none existent, I don’t wanna be learning the guitar, I would rather be simply playing the guitar, making tunes and songs like I have been doing it for years, not wasting my years learning how to play like that(Don’t wanna get to the finish line, I want to already be AT the finish line)
What have I done?,
What poor decisions did I make?,
How do I go back in time and fix everything that went wrong?,
How am I supposed to go on without doing something I genuinely enjoy?,
I cannot see a light at the end of my tunnel, all I can see is more tunnel, a tunnel with no end.
And life playing it's pathetic game of ”Fetch”, of which I’m sick and tired of fetching life's bone only for it to throw the bone further, just as I get to it.