I ain't shit

So why don't people leave me the fuck alone? Why can't I just yell into the void? Why does my opinion on literally anything matter? Why the hell do people trying to relate to me? All I know about is losing my virginity to girls who decided they wanted to be strippers back in elementary school. I don't even know shit first hand about drugs because drugs are too expensive for my poor worthless ass.

Why the hell can't I keep a job without talking to people? What fucking difference does it make? You don't give a fuck what I think and have no reason to anyway. Why is the system built around pretending? Shits worse than me bullshitting my way through Sk8er Boi and playing it with a chordal progression that I've decided works or arpeggiating the chords for shits and giggles because fuck it or singing Knights of Cydonia low af because I can't match Matt Bellamy and it gives the song balls. By the way, I think they owe me a cd. I could've sworn I was promised one once. Some NDN givers even if they're across the pond. A "burned" CD. :( I guess we got streaming now tho. All cause my retarded ass transposed Waiting for the Great Leap Forward onto Harmonica and made it sound dark af.

I used to help run a tupac fansite and had this problem too. I just wanted to see other people talk about shit and keep shit to myself. So people wanted to troll my ass and when I finally became a troll myself everything just went from there. Shits bullshit.

Shits bullshit. Then you got those women who start shit because I don't talk to them. You're all so busy talking about how you'd never fuck with a guy like me but get mad in person. Even got guys constantly telling me to do better constantly as "helpful" dating advice cause of it. Why not just fuck off and die instead of constantly downplaying my PTSD, terrorizing my ass trying to make fit in a system not built to accommodate people like me, and pretending you're doing me a favor. You aren't doing shit for me but driving me fucking insane to the fucking point where I'm going to start vocalizing arguments with myself in public because shits funny ta all you people.

That's mental illness awareness right? Being aware of the poor people on the streets arguing with themselves while you're in a private plane flying across the country or world and "keeping it 100". Real fucking helpful. Why does the system even bother "trying"? Just let fucking people end their permanent problems and constant paint. Leave them the fuck alone.

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anonymous Other February 15, 2026 at 3:21 pm 0 0