Her

Dear God,
Wherever you are.
I hate her so freaking much.
I can’t do this anymore.
When i finally, finally get a job, she doesn't say anything. No acknowledgement or sharing in my happiness. In response to me saying, "I hope my sister doesn't jinx this," she replies with, "wtf? You're the one who gets too happy when you get one."
Wtf does "too happy" even mean.
The other day, i was minding my own freaking business, after spending the entire day doing chores for HER, she comes into my room and asks what I'm doing, i reply with journaling and she sarcastically replies, "coz you have so much free time"
WELL WTF DO YOU WANT FROM ME. YOU FREAKING EXPECT ME TO READ YOUR BRAIN AND WORK MYSELF TO THE BONE AS YOUR SLAVE AND WANT TO GET ME MARRIED OFF.
LEAVE ME THE FRAK ALONE.
She wishes all goodness to my sister who does nothing. does nothing but give her headaches. But she'll literally ignore every single inconvenience just so she can see her prosper.
But she hates my guts. Hates any form of achievement i have.
I'm worth nothing to her but a "lazy ass pos"
I hate her.
Someone kill me.
I can’t live like this anymore.
Please God, dont make me do this anymore

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anonymous Home January 25, 2026 at 1:03 pm 0 0