He’s so perfect I feel like a monster

My boyfriend is everything a boyfriend should be. He’s sweet. He’s funny. He’s compassionate. He buys me flowers asks me how my days going. He’s cute. He’s quirky. He has his own personality that’s adorable.

I cheated on him with his best friend a week ago. It was like nothing sexually I ever felt before he was making me degrade my boyfriends penis and compare it to his. He had me in positions I never been in before. I was his bitch for the day it felt so good so passionate so amazing.

Until the next day I got a text from my boyfriend saying good morning how did you sleep. I immediately started balling what have I done. I literally cheated on the best boyfriend in the whole world I lied I said I slept fine how about you babe.

I balled and balled. Everytime I see him I start crying he says what’s wrong. I say my period or something but that’s a lie. All I do is cry nowdays. I can’t do anything but cry

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anonymous Friends June 19, 2025 at 10:00 pm 0 0