He Hurt Me

what i wish i could say to him: how do you just sleep with 2 people as soon as i leave for work. you didn't even think about it beforehand. i am so upset and annoyed and angry i cry every time i think about it. i think about every time a guy tries to come up and flirt with me. you say you love me, but how can i believe it now after what you did. you hurt me and i don't know how to explain it. i can't even get the words i want out. my brain is so jumbled up after finding out what you did. you don't deserve to have this much power over me. why do i allow it. i need to let it go and move on, but i just can't. i love you, still, so much, which just makes it that much more painful for me. it hurts so much that i can't hate you over this choice that you made, i am being the most effected from this. i am hurting so much and i don't know what else to say. did it mean anything when you slept with them knowing that all i could think about was you. clearly our priorities are so different.

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anonymous Dating February 07, 2025 at 2:17 am 0 0