Fuck my life

I lowkey wanna kms I no longer have any time for anything. I don't have time to study, I can't spend time with my friends and family. I'm making so much sacrifices for a stupid game. Context: I'm currently competing professionally and I no longer want to, because even I myself don't have time for myself anymore. I'm self-sabotaging again, and my body clock is so shit. I can't sleep during Sundays when I have morning classes the next day because I don't have enough time. I want to relax and spend time with the people I care about the most, but I don't have time. I don't wanna do this anymore. My grades are dropping, I'm losing my friends, I want to spend time with my family, but I can't because of practice and school. I hate this. It's so hard to live like this, when the one thing that you loved playing the most is fucking ruining your life. I can't do this anymore, I don't want to disappoint my parents any longer.

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anonymous Other April 21, 2025 at 9:29 am 0 0