Friendships that Break You More Than It Builds You

As a 20 something year old, i find myself struggling to make friends because everyone is so shitty and dont have time for me anymore (or it feels like that atleast). I know their life doesnt revolve around me but i wish they think about me atleast once every month like i thought about them, send a text or ask to call etc. Someone I called my best friend for 2 years stopped talking to me like 8 months ago to be exact, stopped even acknowledging my existence out of nowhere. Mental health issues are understandable if she was struggling with it, but she couldve atleast given me a warning that she is going to cut me off or I AM too MUCH. "some things are better done than being spoken about". Fuck you! I currently struggle with anxiety after losing our friendship and now I struggle to make any friends. Every friend/connection that I have in my life right now feel like they are going to leave me or forget me like you did bitch (My mind keeps running in circles thinking i have no friends)! Relationships feel shitty because of what you did to me. I used to hangout with you almost every day in uni and were each other's GO to pretty much. and then when i moved away for grad school, bitch started acting different as if i didnt put any effort over long distance. I didnt even forget about her. i would message her and make sure we maintain our friendship through occasional calls and texts. After she started ghosting me, I started feeling like people in our mutuals started acting off with me. Maybe that is only in my head. Two people in my mutuals unfollowed me (her sister and her so called bestfriend that she would probably bow down and kneel down for), The ghosting was fine, i had hope one day we can fix whatever we lost and I was patient. She didn't wish me for my birthday and that's when i realized things are pretty much over between us. Then later on she removed me from here spam account but didn't remove other mutuals who are also friends with me. I don't fucking understand people like this, that targets people for no reason. It would have felt better if i knew the fucking reason. The level of dishonesty and narcissism is fucking disgusting. My other friends had a feeling that this bitch was a fake one since the beginning of our friendship, but let it slide as I was having fun. This bitch's sister is even more messed up and was always hated by my sister for her bitchy attitude 24/7. Fuck off and idc if you thought my sister was an annoying rat. Atleast she doesnt make people feel shitty like you do bitch. You make degrading comments on people and ruin their day to lighten up your own day. Those who are reading this, I hope you never find people like this in your life that makes you feel like shit and make you hate the idea of friendship. Every strong person has a breaking point and this is mine and Im glad i got to rant. Thankyou :)

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anonymous Friends November 21, 2025 at 9:09 pm 0 0