FML

i absolutely hate myself for mf crying over nothing i literally cant stop and idk why. everyone is saying im dumb or weak for crying but i havent had such an outburst in a really really long time. I personally think it's because i keep to myself most of the time and worry too much not about myself but about everyone around me. i find myself strong for keeping my family together and making sure that every conflict or misunderstanding is settled even tho i am just a teenager but when i cry or show any negative emotion im called weak or sensitive. maybe i am? idk anymore. i know i cant control my emotions neither can i control any situation life hits me with but what makes things worse is getting insulted for feeling emotions that are completely normal. As of right now im not sure what triggered me to be in tears but i dont feel good about it. im ashamed and embarrassed but i cant stop because ive been holding in so much for so long. i dont need any consolation or wtv i just want to express my feelings

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anon Home May 22, 2025 at 10:26 pm 1 0