Find me my person

My whole life I've never had a good connection with a bloke it's foreign to me I don't like when they take interest it scares me I've never had a relationship nor slept with anyone the first man Im spouse to love is my dad he was the first man I laid my eyes on when I was born and that turned out shit because I wasn't taught or shown what real love is or what it's suppose to be and it's effected what I've become it carried on with various situations I was in it didn't have a good or happy ending I don't have anything good to compare it to I see people normal people out and about with there partners and I don't have that I really do though secretly I want that I don't know what it's like to actually be wanted as a person that doesn't just involve getting in your knickers which is not what I want I want the things people take for granted or ruin through cheating I hate cheaters and the people that ruin the relationship because when they are sorry it's to late and they whine and moan about it sorry but you've never been in my shoes you'd see it different if you was it's not boring to have a home and someone to come home to is it??

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Mona Relationships July 18, 2025 at 11:51 am 0 0