My parent is sick, been in icu for over a month. I feel so fucking sad. Shit keeps happening constantly. I lost my maternal grandfather p young and then my paternal grandmother and now my father is sick and I can't do this anymore. I genuniely am so scared. I want him to be okay. I want him to be safe. We are spending so much on medical expenses as well and they are adding up more and more. I try to be so strong but every single thing I fear keeps happening. I don't have it in me anymore. I have fought through so many things mentally too. I tried so hard to improve myself as a person and what do I get? What have I done to deserve all of this? Who have I hurt? Why is everything so fucking unfair?
I feel so bad right now idk how to even put it into words. I am not even mean to anyone. I try so hard to stay optimistic and look at the silver lining but no.
pop tartHome April 01, 2025 at 5:22 am00
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