Dear future wife

I really don't know why I'm putting this on here but I just thought maybe you might see it. First let me tell you that I have been looking for you for over 38 years and this world with its changing ways and f****** love up turning it into something that's so pervertedly sad we may never find each other I have tried to be the best man I could for you to follow what I truly believe a man should have follow the morals and values and ethics that truly make a person what they should be and then all that this world has changed so much that that kind of stuff don't matter anymore to anyone. I just want to say that I will always love you and that I will always try my best to find you even up to the day that I am laid to rest. You are the light in the darkness that led me through the hardest points in my life thinking of you wondering what you may look like wondering what you and I would do together and just all the fun we would have and I just don't know. It's funny how a man that has never cheated on a woman in his life for never hit a woman in his life could actually spend his entire life single simply because everybody else in the world can't but realize one thing if I do not find you on this Earth God will unite Us in heaven and I don't give a damn what atheist say you are the one that I am fighting for their views mean nothing to me because the way I see it they're going to answer to their own actions just as I will answer to mine but I trust that God will unite Us in heaven if we do not find each other on Earth and I will not stop looking for you even to the end of my life because if it wasn't for you I wouldn't be here right now. Anyone that reads this you know what you can hate my post all you want unlike you I follow my heart I don't let it be f***** up by a world that wants you to literally toss it into s*** you're on your own road in life and I am on my own road in life and my road will lead home because I will not give up my faith or the idea that I will find my soulmate even if it cost me my life it is worth dying for. It's funny too because I don't even know my wife or my children and I've carried a love for them all my life and that love has kept me going and that love is worth laying my life down for it always will be and nothing will change that not even hate

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Steven Relationships April 07, 2025 at 9:41 pm 1 0