CRUSHES

for most of my life i have never legitimately felt attracted to another person, I just never got that feeling from anyone before. Even when i was younger and everyone started getting crushes i kinda just picked someone at random and thought this will work. With fictional people or celebrities it was a lot easier to get, mostly because it was never gonna happen so i could imagine freely.

So now apparently i have an obvious crush to the point where multiple people asked me what was going on between us. And tbh i also don’t think there is anything on his end I’m pretty sure he’s just humouring me (despite what people have told me). I don’t even know if I’m actually interested, honestly the thought that i do makes me incredibly anxious, currently have a stomach ache at the thought. I also barely know him like … i really don't think I could get feelings for someone let alone practically a stranger

I feel confused and anxious and honestly wish this wasn’t happening. Life is a lot easier with nothing going on. I probs wont see him for awhile so maybe it’ll go back to normal

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Elke Crushes July 27, 2025 at 9:43 am 2 0